i've spent the past four years of college attempting to figure out what i want to be when i grow up. i've always had a plan, always looking ahead to my
future. i started looking at colleges in 7th grade (no joke), picking out my future dream houses, and planning my career and businesses
(i had a killer pet sitting company when i was 10 :) for as long as i can remember, and suddenly,
its as if i woke up this morning,and my future is here.
today. tomorrow. now.
my internship will be ending next week, and i am being thrown into the real world, starting my
career. i have prayed, and prayed, asking for guidance as i decide what i want to do, and finally i have realized it. i just want to be an
a r t i s t. a real, full-time,
starving artist. its weird to say out loud... "what do you do?", "oh me? i'm an artist :)" but i have made the decision that as of next week i will be,
an artist. i will be working part-time to cover my living expenses and then painting as much as i possibly can. and i can hardly wait! it just feels right. who knows if i will really be able to make a living, but i sure as heck am going to give it a shot. YIKES. as i type this i feel the bit of anxiety slipping into my stomach... but for now its mostly being drown out by shear excitement.
this is what i was meant to do.... i think. i'm continuing to pray for guidance,
grace, confidence, and a bit of luck along the way. && i will be opening my online shop September 1st. (I'm making you guys hold me accountable for this date! ha)
i am just so grateful for the chance to be surviving living my dream, and thankful for you for coming along with me on this journey:)